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Acordei hoje por volta de sete horas da manhã e não fosse a orquestra de um celular estranhamente disposto ao meu lado na cama que resolvesse praticar sua própria sincronia naquele exato instante, eu provavelmente não teria acordado e, nesse caso, teria que escrever este parágrafo de outra forma, o que seria um problema dado o tempo que me come. Ia dizer corrói, mas come soa mais dramático.

Foi daquelas manhãs em que a água do banho quente entrava em paradoxo com o frio e eu já não sabia se não conseguia pensar porque minhas idéias tinham congelado ou derretido. Acho que dormi quatro horas hoje. Diria cinco, mas o impacto é de quatro, principalmente considerando que perdi uma dessas horas sonhando que andava pelas ruas com uma calça rasgada no joelho. Acho que não ando por aí com calças rasgadas no joelho desde os tempos do primário, quando tinha o hábito de arrastar meu joelho com calças ainda-não-rasgadas pelo chão. Foi interessante constatar que não faço mais isso hoje em dia.

Não me lembro de ter posto roupas no caminho do banho para o carro, mas devo ter posto. Vim para a universidade ouvindo histórias sobre qualquer coisa do trabalho do meu pai mas que perdia em alguns momentos a minha atenção para idéias aleatórias da minha cabeça. Me dou conta agora que não me lembro nem de uma coisa nem de outra e na verdade devo dizer que confio no meu esquecimento, o que é um problema sério já que às vezes eu esqueço das coisas.

Dormi na minha sala da universidade. Ou ao menos tentei já que meu corpo pareceu pouco confortável e parecia se recusar a agradar a rede em que se deitava, tanto que se balançava, ficava rígida em lugares estranhos e chegou a ameaçar me derrubar ao chão. Acho que já soube dormir um dia, mas faz tempo e de tanto ficar acordado, devo ter esquecido e, se dormi, foi num desses lances de sorte em que o olho se esquece de abrir e quando abre vê que passou tempo demais para se dizer que se estava acordado.

Não vale a pena falar que me acordei com frio, liguei o computador e vi, por email, que havia me enganado e que na realidade a reunião que eu pensava que começaria às 15h com os bolsistas e o núcleo de intercâmbio da universidade na realidade havia acontecido pela manhã, provavelmente um pouco antes de eu conseguir dormir, ou talvez, enquanto minhas calças se rasgavam no joelho (neste momento, começo a pensar que o sonho das calças rasgadas pode ter acontecido quando dormia na rede, e não em casa).

Ainda desconfio de uma certa irracionalidade no desespero que veio logo após este email, de modo que não falarei dela enquanto não tiver sido julgada apropriadamente. Andei debaixo do sol, almocei debaixo da sombra e às duas e trinta da tarde eu estava lá, eclipsado pelo teto sempre estranho da reitoria e pensando nas palavras que já tinham sido ditas de manhã na tal reunião e que eu repetiria porque afinal a humanidade é uma máquina de redundâncias e isso nunca havia me incomodado mais do que a obsessão por ser original, então eu provavelmente trocaria uma vírgula aqui e outra um pouco mais pra frente, no fim da terceira frase, para reclamar das mesmas coisas e ouvir as mesmas respostas, com a diferença de serem meus ouvidos e as bocas deles com lábios rachados pelo sol de depois do almoço. Queria terminar a formatação das minhas palavras possíveis mas fui interrompido no meio de um negrito ou um itálico, não lembro bem, por uma moça que me acenava de longe e me dizia que a minha carta tinha chegado.

A minha carta de aceite tinha chegado. De Lisboa. De avião. Hoje. Agora há pouco.

Devo ter balbuciado alguma palavra berrada de comemoração e apagado as redundâncias originais de qualquer negrito imaginado ingenuamente antes de sair de lá com a carta em mãos, soltando alguma frase a mais meio rachada de sol e que por isso pode não ter sido ouvida ou se foi, misturou-se com qualquer outra idéia e agora já estão tão emaranhadas que vai ser difícil soltar.

Amanhã, passarei cinco horas lendo revistas portuguesas antigas na embaixada.

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